my sister

my sister

I choose to love you in silence,for in silence i find no rejection.
I choose to love you in loneliness,for in loneliness no one owns you but me. I choose to adore you from a distance, for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind, for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams, for in my dreams,you have no end

This place is a Dream…

This place is a dream.
Only a sleeper considers it real.

Then death comes like dawn,
and you wake up laughing
at what you thought was your grief.

But there’s a difference
with this dream.
Everything cruel and
done in the illusion of the present world,
all that does not fade away
at the death-waking.

It says,
and it must be interpreted.

All the mean laughing,
all the quick, sexual wanting,
those thorn coats of Joseph,
they change into powerful wolves
that you must face.

The retaliation that sometimes comes now,
the swift, payback hit,
is just a boy’s game
to what the other will be.

You know about circumcision here.
It’s full castration there!

And this groggy time we live,
this is what it’s like:

A man goes to sleep
in the town
where he has always lived,
and he dreams he’s living
in another town.

In the dream,
he doesn’t remember
the town he’s sleeping
in his bed in.
He believes
the reality of the dream town.

The world is that kind of sleep.
The dust of many crumbled cities
settles over us like forgetful doze,
but we are older than those cities.

We began
as a mineral.
We emerged into plant life
and into the animal state,
and then into being human,
and always we have forgotten
our former states,
except in early spring
when we slightly recall
being green again.

That’s how a young person
turns toward a teacher.
That’s how a baby leans
toward the breast,
without knowing the secret
of its desire,
yet turning instinctively.

Humankind is being led along
an evolving course,
through this migration of intelligences,
and though we seem to be sleeping,
there is an inner wakefulness
that directs the dream,

and that will eventually
startle us back
to the truth of who we are.  Rumi

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